Missing My Old Life

Hi people, sorry for not updating that much. It is probably because of me being sad. Yeah thats right, i'm breaking, cant act so tough anymore. Missing my  life proves to be unbearable. Everyday I wake up I feel like i'm going to the school that I cherish most along with the people and memories. Instead when I come down to bathe I found out i'm not going to that same school anymore. I thought it was all a dream, guess what, its reality. Believe it or not after 3 months I finally realize what's happening and I start to feel the emptiness getting larger in my life.  My life has lost its identity and glory. I feel like i'm a robot who do everything the same way, everyday with the same routine. Nothing spontaneous is happening for 3 months and i'm craving for joy.  I hate to be the person i'm not. Everything change, people might see it in a good way, but guess what; those changes are actually making me suffer. In fact I am tortured by the feeling of guilt,sadness and above all; regret! I can't shout to the world because I can't find somewhere to shout without any boundaries. Everyone thought I just miss my old life, what they don't know is that i'm actually suffering inside.  It proves that I've held the feeling inside me for 3 months more or less. I'm not being dramatic here i'm telling the world how I feel but this alone can't help me to feel better.

Sorry for the intense emotion being displayed above
Sincerely; Irfan

Thursday!

Hi guys, today was pretty boring so I don`t really have to share much but did you guys know that Haka means; Ha: breath and Ka: fire. Tomorrow I will put more info on this topic okay.. bye.

Wednesday!

Hi, first of all I want to apologize about yesterday because I did not update this blog. Well , thats is simply because I forgot to update it completely. Anyway I now learn that a blog its not only a place/thing/what-ever-you-call-it-thingy for us to share the funny/boring/weird/etc. events that happen to us but it is a place/thing/what-ever-you-call-it-thingy for us to share information and  to practice our discipline.
Well that's all for today
SINCERELY, Irfan

Monday!

Hi everyone, as you know today is Monday and its really boring cause I got really tired since I did not sleep long last night.  Oh I almost forgot, I wore the new shoes today, so far its great, but let us see the results after I got fit again.
Bye!

Recap

Here is the picture of the shoe(Nike Tiempo Mystic) if you guys are so curious;

Hi!!!!!Anyway to recap. This week I am still tired from the lack of sleep in my holidays, I got new shoes and an ankle strap for my previous injuries. I started to get a grip of work in school and I hope I can over power it soon .

Shoes!!

Hey guys! today I bought new shoes! Futsal shoes(Nike Tiempo Mystic), anyway  and thank goodness the store gave 40% discount of all products. Alhough I haven`t played with it yet but i'm sure it will be use on monday. Okay guys I got to go now bye and keep up the peace!

Hiyo!

Hiyo! (f.y.i hiyo is a word merged from hi and yo, it is found and created by Irfan (me) in September 2011) anyway today was interesting cause I have just halfway there to be a knuckle shooter. I practiced the whole afternoon (actually just for about  20mins in the afternoon) so it was really tiring. Anyway, this week also seem to be boring, so tune on tomorrow for something awesome (I hope).

I'm back!

Hi guys, i'm back from my holiday, actually a 6 days after I came back from my holiday. Well, what can you expect, I got bombarded by homework. Anyway, holiday was so fun, I finally made my first knuckle shot on the beach, but I pretty much think the wind help me though. Oh I also did a bicycle kick on the beach which failed (only the falling part). I went fishing but only came back with a fish. I even got to play futsal with my uncle and his friends, i felt so great to finally play with adults. All in all my holiday is purr-fect, because most of the things I've done wasn't really how I planned it, but that's the great part . All the things that happened without us planning it tends to be the best. Anyway enough for now, bye!

Updating for August and September in 2011 May Be Not Efficient

Hi... for August and September, I may not update that much because im really tired ad im going on a holiday. Sorry for the inconvience.

My Cat Fandisha

Hi, i`m sorry that I did not update for Sunday. Here is the replacement.
 Sunday was a lazy day for me. I relax and play football for the day. At night i started researching for elements of art, too bad I still don`t understand it. Anyways please enjoy some pictures of my cat:

I Cut My Hair Today

Hi everyone, today i went to the barbershop to get my hair cut. After sometime I fell asleep while the barber was cutting my hair. Thankfully, I did not open my mouth or snore at that time. After getting my hair cut, me and my family went shopping for shoes and pants (for my brother and sister) as soon as we finish we went grocery shopping things that are going to be given to school (not my school). The school will later on donate to the ones who cannot afford it.
Todays football-own-training-at-home program made by me was very successful. Even though, we started a little off schedule, I still manage to train. I`ve obtain a new shooting style or technique which is the outside curve. I can`t wait untill I can play for my school and club again. Overall , today is a day filled with events. Thank you for reading have a nice day!

A Tiring Day

 Hi................ Today was a very tiring one for me, I`ve played sports the whole day. I was so tired that when I reached home I did my usual routines very fast and then head to the sofa to sleep. Yes, I like to sleep on the sofa if your wondering. Anyway, I woke up really "far away" from my targeted time which is 30 minutes before sundown but instead I woke up minutes before sundown. It was scary (my dream) but I can`t share it on the blog. To satisfy  your curiousity on how shocking it was, here`s a little part of it , I woke up shocked and dazed by my dream. Well thats all for now ( I cant really find anything fun or funny from today). Good Bye!!!

Today Was Not That Very Fruitful

 Hi again, today was kinda boring. Except for the fact that a small snake broke into my house, other than that the whole day was boring. I didn`t even get to play  football for an hour and thirty minutes. Just to let you know, i always play football every day for an hour and thirty minutes as a routine.
  School is also boring today, i didn`t learn anything thats interesting to me, and yes, I am young but you would never know what grade I`m in. Anyway, my favourite subject; Humanities did not even teach me anything about World War 2 for today but instead we had a pop quiz which only fill a half of my curiousity about World War 2. Oh how I miss my old school where me and my best friend; Steven have whole sorts of funny adventures in the world of education. 

Finally I decided to make a blog

   Hi, i`m Wan Muhammad Irfan bin Wan Hasmar Azim and i`m a Malaysian. I finally decide to make a blog after thinking for a Long time. So the first thing I want to share is about myself. I am one of those crazy football fans, but i dont  really have favourite club nor country yet although there are candidates:
1. FC Barcelona
2. Arsenal FC
3. Juventus
4. Italy
Well so far that`s all. I am also a very big fan of Gianluigi Buffon and Xavi Hernandez. Too make it more interesting i`m a attacking midfielder and a goalkeeper myself (just a hobby).
   Other than football, i like animals especially the cat family (tigers,cats,pumas and etc.). I have a cat at home, her name is Fandisha and of course she is a she-cat. She is a very beautiful she-cat and if you guys out there are wondering, no, she is not available, she is sterilized before before she can even have her first litter of kits. Tragic, I know but it was not my decision and I am powerless at that time. If any of you have read Warriors by Erin Hunter, she could be in River Clan because of her sleek body, but she is a kittypet and she had went to the cutter. Well thats all for today, bye!