Missing My Old Life

Hi people, sorry for not updating that much. It is probably because of me being sad. Yeah thats right, i'm breaking, cant act so tough anymore. Missing my  life proves to be unbearable. Everyday I wake up I feel like i'm going to the school that I cherish most along with the people and memories. Instead when I come down to bathe I found out i'm not going to that same school anymore. I thought it was all a dream, guess what, its reality. Believe it or not after 3 months I finally realize what's happening and I start to feel the emptiness getting larger in my life.  My life has lost its identity and glory. I feel like i'm a robot who do everything the same way, everyday with the same routine. Nothing spontaneous is happening for 3 months and i'm craving for joy.  I hate to be the person i'm not. Everything change, people might see it in a good way, but guess what; those changes are actually making me suffer. In fact I am tortured by the feeling of guilt,sadness and above all; regret! I can't shout to the world because I can't find somewhere to shout without any boundaries. Everyone thought I just miss my old life, what they don't know is that i'm actually suffering inside.  It proves that I've held the feeling inside me for 3 months more or less. I'm not being dramatic here i'm telling the world how I feel but this alone can't help me to feel better.

Sorry for the intense emotion being displayed above
Sincerely; Irfan

Thursday!

Hi guys, today was pretty boring so I don`t really have to share much but did you guys know that Haka means; Ha: breath and Ka: fire. Tomorrow I will put more info on this topic okay.. bye.

Wednesday!

Hi, first of all I want to apologize about yesterday because I did not update this blog. Well , thats is simply because I forgot to update it completely. Anyway I now learn that a blog its not only a place/thing/what-ever-you-call-it-thingy for us to share the funny/boring/weird/etc. events that happen to us but it is a place/thing/what-ever-you-call-it-thingy for us to share information and  to practice our discipline.
Well that's all for today
SINCERELY, Irfan

Monday!

Hi everyone, as you know today is Monday and its really boring cause I got really tired since I did not sleep long last night.  Oh I almost forgot, I wore the new shoes today, so far its great, but let us see the results after I got fit again.
Bye!

Recap

Here is the picture of the shoe(Nike Tiempo Mystic) if you guys are so curious;

Hi!!!!!Anyway to recap. This week I am still tired from the lack of sleep in my holidays, I got new shoes and an ankle strap for my previous injuries. I started to get a grip of work in school and I hope I can over power it soon .

Shoes!!

Hey guys! today I bought new shoes! Futsal shoes(Nike Tiempo Mystic), anyway  and thank goodness the store gave 40% discount of all products. Alhough I haven`t played with it yet but i'm sure it will be use on monday. Okay guys I got to go now bye and keep up the peace!

Hiyo!

Hiyo! (f.y.i hiyo is a word merged from hi and yo, it is found and created by Irfan (me) in September 2011) anyway today was interesting cause I have just halfway there to be a knuckle shooter. I practiced the whole afternoon (actually just for about  20mins in the afternoon) so it was really tiring. Anyway, this week also seem to be boring, so tune on tomorrow for something awesome (I hope).